You know what my problem is with you? Its that you don't really have a sense of how your own actions affect other people, yet you expect everyone else to be empathetic of whatever you have spinning around in your head.
Maybe you really were dealt a bad hand- it isn't your fault, but it isn't mine either. Everyone has a limit you know, and there was a period of time where I made excuses for your random bitchiness towards me. Now, whenever you yell at me/people...I just think you're crazy. We all just stare at you and go about whatever we were doing before, because in a matter of hours, days, you'll traverse the sine wave of your mood swings once again.
And you wonder why we aren't close.
You are nearly impossible to talk to.
I love you; I can't stand you.
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Hi Joanne =)
How's it going? I got back a couple weeks ago for the holidays, but have to go back across the country soon again so just wanted to stop by here again and see how you were doing. Congrats on winning the SC2 game by the way (that is quite an achievement!),
but anyway, I'm glad you've continued posting despite having doubts. It seems like you've written quite a bit (and pretty consistently) since I last commented, so it looks like you might not have to invest in a typewriter after all =P
I know you've been through some tough times, and that is just my impression from reading your posts, but here's to learning from them and moving forward, and I hope you know that there are people supporting you always. I dunno how you are like now, but when I think of you, I think of anything but bland. It seems okay to me that a lot of your focus is on work since work seems like a
major part of life for you and that to some degree you identify with what you do too. I think having a balanced life is important, but it's not like you don't have other things going on like family, and you are already trying to read and write more in addition to going to the gym, so it isn't as if you aren't being active either. How is that history book going along by the way? What about running and that race?
the moving as well as the lethargy and aches/pains?
Anyway, as the holiday break comes to a close, I wish that this new year brings much growth for you as a person in whatever way that is and on whichever road you're traveling on, and discernment and hope for much joy, life, and love along the way.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Take Care,
Josh
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