My ankle still hurts whenever I move it; walking blows.
I am dreading tomorrow's second round interview for a company I am not remotely interested in that is going to take up an entire day's worth of my time.
It's been a long time since I've been excited about a job lead.
I hate the way I look in the mirror.
Blister on my fingers causing me slightly awkward typing- which is annoying me more and more as I keep typing.
I miss my best friend.
Being insecure about where you stand is always a horrid esteem suck.
Caring about shit like the mentioned above also sucks.
I can't remember certain things I want to remember; I wish I had spent more time memorizing these things about him.
Bruise under my toenail from running hurts and is just plain ugly.
I hate sending out job applications; especially the ones that ask you to attach resumes and then have you re-create through obnoxious drop-down menus...pretty much your entire resume.
Major writer's block has been not only knocking on the door, but picking the lock and finding a way to mush my good ideas into big balls of complicated thoughts that I cant find the words to express.
An intense chocolate craving has been driving me crazy the past two days inconveniently as I am trying to kick my sweet tooth.
I miss working out and probably cannot until after Halloween.
And really, I want a boyfriend.
To cuddle with, to make me feel safe at night.
I miss love.
1 comment:
Wow-hurting ankle, blisters, bruises *shiver* Hope you feel better! Applying for jobs is really such a pain lol! If it's going to take up the whole day, try and find a way to make it interesting or find something that you didn't see before (like enjoy some nature on the way there or something). Anyway, I'd rather care too much than not care at all-it's part of what makes us human. But the past is the past, you may need to think about it, but try and focus on where you can go from there. Hope you have a good weekend.
Happy Halloween!
Take Care,
Josh
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