I wish that it all didn't affect me so much- that I had some sort of outlet through which I could steadily push the burdens on my mind to slowly reach an equilibrium with my surroundings.
But it is how it is, and that's how the cookie crumbles.
goals for this week: figure out my interview schedule in LA...finish 9 stories....find the perfect black cardigan.On a completely unrelated note...I recently met someone that I now find creepy. and extremely pretentious. I dont think I like him very much at all.
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Don't lose hope. True, the way it all affects you is part of the unique person you are, but that doesn't mean you are completely helpless. I won't say I know how you feel or what you are thinking because I don't, but there have been many times where I don't want to or feel like I can't deal with anything or everything and just want to go somewhere and scream. It is at these times that I often find it helpful to take a break and think about all the good things I have and have experienced. Everyone is blessed, even just to be living-things may not automatically come to mind, but they are there. Do or find something that you really enjoy or that you are really passionate about to help relax, not to necessarily distract yourself but to persevere through so that you can once again "Live well. Laugh often. Love much." I hope this has helped somehow and that you will figure things out in time.
Take Care,
Josh
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