"...what he meant, of course, was that there would always be wars, that they were as easy to stop as glaciers. I believe that too. And even if wars didnt keep coming like glaciers, there would still be plain old death."

I want to belt out a window-shattering scream for no other reason than release; for almost the entirety of the past two days I have been marinating in my own frustrations.
I wish that it all didn't affect me so much- that I had some sort of outlet through which I could steadily push the burdens on my mind to slowly reach an equilibrium with my surroundings.
But it is how it is, and that's how the cookie crumbles.
goals for this week: figure out my interview schedule in LA...finish 9 stories....find the perfect black cardigan.

On a completely unrelated note...I recently met someone that I now find creepy. and extremely pretentious. I dont think I like him very much at all.

fun last two weekends- went out with some girlfriends.
didnt drink and still had fun!! (smiley)
jeffrey came home this weekend- went to the better than ezra concert in san jose.
i love the idea of sharing the same space with so many people that appreciate the same sounds that i do; getting to sing-a-long with my brother is just icing on the cake.

its one of david's last days.

8 more minutes before I'm off work.

Looking forward to sleeping in during the weekend...and working out. This girl needs to do some serious cardio before everything gets jelly.
Full house at work; interesting meeting went on where secrets were revealed.

All girls lunch date which was actually more fun than I thought it would be- I wish I had brought my camera. The people that work here are awesome.

Froyo date with Tiff tonight!!

this is a tragic friendship we have, you and i.
but I'm not sure if there is anything we can do to rectify the situation.
feedback anyone?

work is dry; Andie comes back tomorrow.
I have decided to paint the far wall yellow; talked to building management and got the OK. All we have to do is make sure the carpet remains as is. I love it when people give me free reign of my creativity. (smiley face) We now have flowers in the office!!

I think I've been trying very hard to normalize my life- the effort is draining and I'm not sure its actually working. I hope I'm not dragging people around with me.

Movie tonight!!

I didnt think I'd miss him as much as I do (and its really only been a day)- weird knowing that I wont seeing him around everyday.

Barely worked this past week- my birthday was fun (for once!!). Barb was so sweet and planned out this whole day and then she and Patrick took me to this trampoline place during the afternoon. Saw a bunch of people at night, and then Halo-ed until 5 or 6am. Had a fun weekend too; Patrick's going away party ended up being really fun. I was really nervous and ended up maybe drinking too much. Also went to visit Jeffrey up in Berkeley and got to meet a few more of his friends after a day of museums in San Francisco. Its obvious they spend a lot of time together because they all talk similarly, but one of them is a riot.