i count two two three, breathe two three

Monday, November 10, 2008

Sometimes, when I'm feeling selfish, I resent the people that call me for support. I wish that I had someone to call who would listen to me talk about nothing for hours when I feel down for any particularly asinine reason.

I dislike that I have a functional purpose.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...: i'm sorry if i've ever made you feel that way! =(
you can call me, too, when you need someone!; Friday, November 14, 2008 at 3:40:00 AM CST

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THE DEAD by james joyce
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THE EXORCIST by william peter blatty
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on my zen

5th dimension - the age of aquarius
? and the mysterians - 96 tears
abba - fernando
abba - take a chance on me
ACDC - back in black
alanis morissette - head over feet
alkaline trio - mercy me
amber - sexual
angry salad - 99 red balloons
anne murray - broken hearted me
antonin dvorak - string quartet in F major Op.96 mov.I
arctic monkeys - bet she looks good on the dance floor
augustana hey now
bay city rollers - i only want to be with you
bay city rollers - the way i feel tonight
bee gees - massachussets
belle & sebastian - your covers blown
better than ezra - allison foley
better than ezra - sincerely me
bic runga - sway
billy idol - sweet sixteen
bob dylan - like a rolling stone
bon jovi - captain crash and the beauty queen from mars
boys like girls - the great escape
brazilian girls - sirenes de la fete
brian herman - twisted nerve
broken social scene - lovers spit
buffalo springfield - for what its worth
butthole surfers - dracula from houston
butthole surfers - dracula from houston
camille saint saens - danse macabre
camille saint-saens - bacchanale
celine dion - power of love
charles trenet - boum
chrissie hynde - i wish you love
chuck berry - you can never tell
claude debussy - piano trio in G minor
cold war kids - the soloist in the living room
creedance clearwater revial - bad moon rising
creedance clearwater revival - fortunate son
daphne loves derby - sunday
david bowie & trent reznor - im afraid of americans
def leppard - pour some sugar on me
del shannon - runaway
devendra banhart - carmencita
devendra banhart - chinese children
dir en grey - yokan
dire straits - romeo+juliet
earth wind & fire - september
eisley - brightly wound
eisley - golly sandra
elton john - rocketman
enigma - gravity of love
eric carmen - all by myself
eric johnson - cliffs of dover
feist - my moon my man
feist - gatekeeper
feist - i feel it all
feist - were all in the dance
flyleaf - i'm so sick
foo fighters - everlong
frank sinatra - cheeck to cheek
franz schubert - piano trio in E flat
gabriel faure - requiem mov.III, sanctus
george gershwin - rhapsody in blue
golden earring - radar love
goo goo dolls - broadway
granddaddy - elevate myself
guns n roses - paradise city
guster - ramona
guster - careful
harry nilsson - without you
henryk wieniawski - polonaise brilliante Op. 21 allegro moderato
hoobastank - ready for you
iron maiden - 666 number of the beast
jefferson starship - nothings going to stop us now
jefferson starship - we built this city on rock and roll
jefferson starship - white rabbit
jet - cold hard bitch
jewel - hands
john lennon - imagine
johnny cash - hurt
johnny cash - walk the line
juno reactor - pistolero
KHNO - kukushka
khno - kukushka
khno - pachka cigaret
kt tunstall - false alarm
kula shaker - govinda
kula shaker - hush
lars berghagen - es war einmal eine gitarre
lemon popers - green tambourine
lily allen - everythings just wonderful
loreena mckennitt - dantes prayer
low millions - eleanor
lucky boys confusion - hey driver
ludwig beethoven - flight of the bumblebee
madina lake - house of cards
mae - embers and envelopes
maximo park - girls who play guitars
melee - built to last
mest - kiss me kill me
mindless self indulgence - shut me up
morningwood - nth degree
motion city soundtrack - makeout kids
my chemical romance - cancer
my chemical romance - thank you for the venom
my chemical romance - the sharpest lives
my vitriol - always your way
nat king cole - L.O.V.E
neutral milk hotel - in the aeroplane over the sea
new radicals - you get what you give
nicole atkins & the sea - neptune city
nightmare - the world
no doubt - end it on this
oasis - cigarettes and alcohol
outkast - the way you move
pet shop boys - west end girls
peter paul and mary - the marvelous toy
pink floyd - see emily play
pink martini - bolero
pink martini - clementine
pink martini - sympathique
placebo - running up the hill
placebo - you dont care about us
planet funk - stop me
prozzak - pretty girls make me nervous
queen - crazy little thing called love
quicksilver messenger service - dino's song
raffi - the gorilla song
raj kapoor - awara hoon
red hot chili peppers - love rollercoaster
regina spektor - fidelity
relient K - which to bury us or the hatchet
robert schumann - piano quartet in E flat major Op. 47
roxy music - more than this
rufio - she cries
rufus wainwright - vibrate
savage garden - love can move you
save ferris - the only way to be
secret garden - celebration
secret garden - nocturne
sergei prokofiev - morning dance
sergei prokofiev - the montagues and capulets
sertab erener - lal
sertab erener - sr
shivaree - goodnight moon
silbermond - 1000 fragen
silverchair - tomorrow
simon & garfunkel - the sounds of silence
soKo - ill kill her
stacy Q - two of hearts
stefy - chelsea
stroke 9 - city life
sublime - the wrong way
sufjan stevens - chicago
taking back sunday - twenty twenty surgery
ted nugent - fred bear
teddybears & mad cobra - cobrastyle
the beatles - blackbird
the beatles - hey jude
the beatles - i am the walrus
the beatles - i saw her standing there
the beatles - octopus' garden
the beatles - please mr postman
the beatles - yesterday
the carpenters - sing
the carpenters - top of the world
the carpenters - weve only just begun
the cult - love removal machine
the dandy warhols - so bohemian like you
the doors - riders of the storm
the f ups - all the young dudes
the fratellis - flathead
the fratellis - whistle for the choir
the grateful dead - friend of the devil
the jesus & mary chain - just like honey
the killers - change your mind
the killers - under the gun
the lemonheads - ms robinson
the libertines - cant stand me now
the new pornographers - miss teen wordpower
the pixies - monkey gone to heaven
the posies - solar sister
the postal service - such great heights
the rakes - strasbourg
the rolling stones - paint it black
the scorpions - hurricane
the seatbelts - tank!
the spinto band - brown boxes
the thermals - how we know
the thrills - not for all the love in the world
the vandals - dont stop me now
the vandals - i am crushed
the vines - factory
the von bondies - cmon cmon
throw me the statue - lolita
travis - flowers in the window
travis - selfish jean
travis - why does it always rain on me
u2 - mysterious ways
van halen - jamies crying
vast - touched
velvet underground - who loves the sun
velvet underground - rock and roll
watashi was - all of me
wayne newton - danke schoen
weezer - pink triangle
weezer - pork & beans
white snake - here i go again on my own
yael naim - the only one
yeah yeah yeahs - gold lion
yui - life