I don't know why Kesebir keeps giving us 3,5s. Its driving me insane- and for some reason really really bumming me out. Toys R Us left a message on my cell asking for an interview; I'm sick of chatting with strangers- I don't really want to return the phonecall.
My work production lately has been near zero; I realise that I spend about 70% of my time counseling other people. I have a problem saying no, even when I have my own work to do. I think what irritates me most though, even more than the use of my time, is when people ask me to look at something for them and then get defensive- almost angry!- when I give them honest opinions. The better part of me knows that its a basic reaction thats near universal, but I really wish that if people were so proud of their work, they wouldn't come to me asking me to edit. Its a serious waste of my time, because I put a lot of effort into something that will bear me no fruit.
And so here I am at 2:29am with piles of work in front of me.
I wish it would snow already.