I think I feel taken advantage of a lot.
And I think it shows something about me- that I'm surprised each time I get screwed over.
I also think its funny that people always talk about what they deserve.
Maybe I'll be okay. I don't know.
But this is emotionally taxing- toxic to my mental health.
And I think its manifested itself on me in the form of stress related health problems.
When this is all over- I think I might just learn to not care.
I hope the little rain cloud follows you for the rest of your life.
No, maybe you're right and you don't deserve it.
But I don't think I do either.
So I hope the grey cloud follows you around, simply because I am bitter, and I will probably resent you for the rest of your life.
Abstain, refrain- its called self control. And I desperately hope I have it.