why is it that those we love the most find it so easy to hurt us?
i dotn even care how emo that sounds, i just dont understand how he can antagonize me for not being there with him this summer after getting into such a big fight with my parents earlier.
its so frustrating to find that things that we believe in might not be true.
it reminds me of the proverbial four-legged table that my mother always alluded to. and lately, i feel almost as if all the legs i thought i had just really arent there. dealing with one missing leg is alright. two is harder, but when 3 are gone...
i love him and he loves me. so why is this happening when neither of us did anything?
im sorry im sorry im sorry. i wont break my promise again.
please help me figure out what to do. im so scared and im so lost. i dont want to lose him to something thats completely out of my control.